hearts
I will write today…
later.
Right now I am procrastinating, I have two doctor appointments to see what is going on. The blood thinners are not working, seems my body is not taking to the medication which means the embolism has gone untreated for one month! It scares me. I am good all day long but night time scares me.
So an appointment with the cardiologist in about 45 minutes and then later on I get my blood levels checked again to see if the more than double dose is what I need. Yay, go me. Deep down I know something is wrong, also deep down I know that whatever is wrong can be treated, so I am okay with that. But right here on the top, on the outside, it scares the shit out of me.
The cardiologist is wondering if its the electrical workings of my heart…we shall see…
I will catch up with all of you tonight!
i have a heart thing too they are by far the scariest and im pretty much guaranteed to die from heart attack go health but seriously, good luck and all that rubbish
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If you’ve gone a whole month without the embolism causing problems, and the only negative is the drug isn’t working, why are you worried? You fear a consequence that hasn’t happened. How else can I tell you you’re going to worry yourself to death! There’s a reason why I write such complex entries. Stop falling for the simple tricks like doctors and medicine. Your body is ‘smarter’ than that.
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