EDIT to ‘So over it…’

I just read this entry and remembered that I never finished it… but anyway… the best part about this whole situation is that for some reason that fact that she is over everything is just what I needed to move on… its something about knowing that she is finally okay that allowed me to move on with my life… all the convincing i tried to do i couldn’t force myself to relieve myself of her burden… but when the last time we talked and the fact that she didn’t answer the phone on her bday was just what I needed. it’s crazy.. things really cleared up… it was almost instant… i stopped thinking about her as much… it would come to the point where I wouldn’t remember the last time I had thought about her… it is a great feeling. a great place to be… what just reminded me about it was the fact that i just saw her online, and was so surprised… i have never seen her online before… and all i did was smile… life is good my friends…