bubbling over with emotion

so two nites ago now i spent the nite with Felisha… it was an emotional day for the both of us… her more so… She had a mini break down. I was happy to be right there to let her know it was going to be okay… it just takes time and that is the hardest thing to get used to.. trying to be patient through everything…

but that nite was beautiful… we didnt even have sex… but that was my fault because i fell asleep. but we were making out and it was just so passionate… i cant describe it at all…i wanted to just jump and and down and say i love you so much.. everytime i said it and she said it back to me i kinda became more frustrated because just saying it wasnt enough… then she said it to me and i swear i just melted… it was so sweet and soft coming off of her lips… i swear i felt like crying… it was like making love but not… i was so mad i was so tired… i wanted to stay awake i’m surpised i was able to stay awake that long but i did…

i’m sure happy i did… i look forward to nites like those…