I Will Survive

Just wanted to give everyone a brief update.  I’m still waiting to get my internet service back at home so I can write a longer update, but for now, I’m putting it down on a physical journal so that I won’t forget all of the details, and there are a lot of them.

I’m a resident of Joplin, MO. On Sunday, May 22, at 5:45 p.m., I experienced true fear as an F5 tornado demolished a residential area two blocks from my house while I shook in my closet with our dog.  The one thing I will never forget is the sound, the sound of horror, the sound of the gates of Hell being thrown wide open.  I never want to hear that sound again.

Our home is well intact.  Aside from a couple of broken windows, a blown down fence, and shattered rear glass on both of our vehicles, we received merely a scratch.  If I walk two blocks south, homes are missing their roof, or are vaporized all together.

No pictures or video can adequately depict what you see first-hand here. No words can fully explain the heartbreak that I feel when I drive through this critically wounded city, or the confusion and disorientation as I try to navigate this alien landscape as I realize that all of the landmarks I used to orient myself have been wiped off of the face of the earth. 

Physically, I am okay.  Emotionally, I feel like a piece of my soul has been stolen. Sucked up in the vortex and cast countless miles east of here.

There is hope in this city, as volunteers flood in to offer aid and support. 

That’s all for now. Myself, Tina, and Elvis (the dog) are alive, but in some cases, not well.

Will update the whole experience as soon as I can.

Brian.

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I’m so glad you are okay! I can’t imagine what your town is going through, I will keep you and your family in my prayers. *hugs*

Yu poor thing, at least you are ok. That’s SO terrifying, I can imagine how it felt, as yesterday My baby was in a car accident with my mother. SHe can out completely fne, and my mom was badly bruised, but the call of my mom crying saying it wasn’t her fault, for those few seconds I was the most terrified I’ve ever felt in my life.

And you’ve been through longer than a few seconds. very scary. You have my sympathy.

O wow! I knew you lived in MO, but to think that you are in Joplin! I’m so glad you are safe! I cant imagine. We had a small tornado hit North Minneapolis the day after Joplin. North Mpls is the slummiest ghetto. Filled with black trash crack dealers and gang bangers. I know it’s terrible to say, but its true. All they have been doing is crying and whinging for government assistance. Their damage

is NOTHING like we have seen on the news of Joplin. I think they need to shut their trashbag traps and be thankful we had no deaths and minimal damage. I’m sorry you have had to go through such a horrendous ordeal!

May 31, 2011

OMG. I can’t even begin to imagine everything you’re going through. I am glad to hear that you all are physically ok and your home sustained only minor damage. My heart goes out to you. Sending love your way.

May 31, 2011

is your cat okay?

June 1, 2011

Thank God you are physically ok. God will help with the emotional scars. Thanks for letting us know. I was worried.

June 4, 2011

Thank God you are okay. The minute I heard the news, I said a prayer for you and Tina. Also, I have tried replying to your text several times, but the message keeps failing. Is your phone still working? Still on?

ryn: No I think those counties are southern MN