Love and career

I am 23 years old and I’ve only had one official boyfriend (I was 21). Normal people seek love and do their best to find their perfect man. However, here I am just working on myself. I love LOVE and the idea of love; however, I always push people and used work and my current student schedule as a barrier. Am I wrong? Maybe I’m scared I will not be able to balance my love life and my work life? I want a partner and feel loved, but I also feel like I have no time for it and should just focus on my myself and just focus in school and get to medical school.