Ngh

Right… I haven’t been able to get on here the past couple days, it wasn’t working or something, I dunno.

ANYWAY, right, this girl, Helen, is sposed to be a good friend of my boyfriend and also a friend of mine. Apparently, when she’s drunk. she flirts with no restraint. I never liked her. She has a boyfriend and was cheating on him a day after I met her. Then she gets all upset about it, when it should be her boyfriend upset about it. If she’s not happy in her relationship she should just step back, take a good look and decide what to do, instead of hurting herself and those around her. Stupid fuck.

Right anyway, she was in a group with M (my bf), Group D, at the start of college. Since then groups have changed and stuff. So they had a Group D reunion thing on Monday night where they all went out and got pissed etc. Apparently she thinks it’s ok to flirt unrestrainedly with a friends boyfriend. And EVEN attempt to grope him!!!! M was like Urgh, and took her outside and was like, look… I have Clem, I love her etc, just stop. So she was all like, oooo get angry with me!!!!!!!!!! So he just walked away. He was pretty upset by her behaviour you know? It shows what little respect she has for herself, her boyfriend, M and even Me. What a shit you know? Just because she has a shit relationship doesn’t mean she should ruin other peoples. Mostly I’m pissed off at her lack of respect for our relationship and the fact that she thinks she can get away with stuff like that. She hasn’t even appologised to me. Not that an apology would mean much from her. Does she think that M wouldn’t have told me!? She’s a shit.

ARGH!!!

FILLED WITH HATE!! I was actually almost livid yesterday..

On Monday night, I got a text really late, saying "Wtf? You missed an awesome night. Helen’s giving M head". I was like.. WTF?!?!? I didn’t know the number it was from and I’m paranoid about people feeling I’m not good enough for him and trying to sabotage what we have. Anyway, So, I KNEW that M would never EVER go there, because he loves me, and I know that he does from the way he looks at me when he tells me, and the way that he treats me. Yeah, so I was shaking, I was half asleep and paranoid. Turns out it wad from my friend Alex who was out with them, and I don’t mind, because I KNOW that he wouldn’t ever do something like that if he knew I was as insecure as I often am about some stuff like that.

But yeah, what a fuckwit. Who does she think she is!?