London

I want to move back to London now. I though this summer was going to be great with my whole family back. But it’s seriously not. I’m fine with my parents. But my sisters and my older sisters boyfriend make me want to die. They’re so incredibly ungrateful, selfish, arrogant, obnoxious, ignorant and fucking annoying.
I flipped out about it completely last week. My parents were like, "ok, famiy meeting". It solved. NOTHING. Most pointless waste of time ever.

If I don’t manage to move back to London after a month now. I’m seriously going to end up telling them how I feel and why.

I sound unreasonable. But anyone in my situation would feel the same.

My mums excuse for my older sister and her bf is that they’ve just moved back home, and haven’t adjusted yet. Does that justify deliberately winding me up and calling me stroppy? Does it justify flirting so much with eachother in the same room as you, so it makes you want to vomit all over the show? Does it justify trying to bitch to me about my younger sister, saying things that are completely untrue?
I don’t think so.

I know my younger sister is no angel. She’s recovering from serious depression and I do all I can to help her out with hr chores and cheering her up and defending her when the other 2 are mean. And what do I get in return? I get contempt and scorn when I ask her nicely to tidy her room (Which is a serious tip, her carpet consists of all her clothes) and clean up the mess she made in the bathroom, shaving the cat.
 

I’m just sick of trying to be tolerant and nice and helpful to people who really couldn’t give a shit.

I’m done. I’m going to avoid being around them too much and just do my own stuff. They can all fend for themselves now.

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