Again
It’s been I while folks.
Don’t you hate it when your computer is like YOU HAVE 4.34 MINUTES UNTIL I RESTART LOLOLOOL.
Or something kind of like that. It pisses me off.
Last weekend I went to Vercelli in Italy with the choir I sing with. Although it was with my Mum and a load of old people and I really missed Muzz, it was pretty nice, we spent two days in Milan. Monday there was much better than the Friday there, we went up the massive and beautiful Duomo and the weather was so hot! Although it was kind of expensive wherever you wanted to eat it was good times. Vercelli was nice too. The Basillica was incredible. At one point an old Italian lady started talking to us in Italian and we thought she was telling us off for taking photographs in the House of God. But then my mum started talking in French to her and she was nice. Told us she’d seen us singing the night before last in the Cathedral and it was wonderful.
I got my Foundation course results ^^ I got a Merit, which is what I needed to get to secure a place on the Illustration course at Westminster in London !!! I’m really looking forward to it, although I’ll need to go down before I start to make sure I get a job (or two) because otherwise I won’t be able to afford anything! I’ll be based in Harrow so I might be able to get a job in the hospital next door as a health care assistant.
Muzz has a place a Camberwell in London so he’ll still be around and hopefully we’ll be able to stay together longer!! I’m SO relieved about that. I was so so worried about it. I still love him as much as I did in the last entry. In case anyone is wondering (you’re probably not) but I STILL haven’t had an orgasm, although I suppose I’m not thinking about it as much, and I’m not obsessing over it all the time anymore. Which I guess means I’m more likely to have one. I’m just enjoying the pleasure he gives me that I never had before.
I hope you’re all well, I think I’ll try and write here more often. See you around.
xxxxx
You haven’t had one at all, or just with him? Sorry, that was very forward of me.
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I don’t normally like anything from the last ten years. But that song was quite good. Or maybe I am just fooling myself into thinking I am down with the youth of today. Russian is a good choice. But French still wins for me. I am a total Francophile. And as for the other thing, you are missing out. They are great. But you already knew that. And it probably wasn’t helpful of me to point that out.
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I have just read back over you old entries and see you have mentioned this before. I guess I can just give the advice that other have and will relax and it will come (no pun intended). I an sure she won’t appriciate me telling you but my gf has real problems in that department and can only really get there if she does it to herself or if I do it in a VERY PRECISE way. And never through sex.
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I had that orgasm problem, too. It eventually happened, and as soon as it did it was happening all the time. I just had to relax and let him play with me for a really long time.
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Sounds like you’ve been doing well recently, that’s good to hear! Congratulations on the merit, and congratulations on Muzz getting a place in Camberwell! It looks like everything is looking up for you.. Not that things weren’t looking up for you anyway! – James.
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ryn: thank you for the note
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