I’m such a freak

Still can’t stop laughing at that little dancer dude. I have no idea what I find so funny about it, but something obviously hits the right spot.

Last night messenger wouldn’t let me unblock someone I really wanted to talk to, so I started up a different account on the ancient windows messenger instead and added him to that one to talk to him. But now I have discovered the joy of being signed in to 2 different accounts at once – if you add yourself, you can have whole conversations with yourself!!

Yes, I have been sitting here laughing gleefully while having a conversation with myself.

And the dude just keeps on dancing, LOL.

I was meant to go to the gym but chickened out since Wednesday is ‘sport day’ at university, so it would have been full of really fit people and then me passign out after 5 minutes. But tomorrow I promise I’ll go.

And I guess since I’m blatently not doing any exercise, I may as well just write the day off and stuff myself with any junk food i can find, right?

And that’s a good excuse not to do any work right?

I’m dreading Friday. It’s the annual college medics meal. I don’t really like any of them. They’ve all pulled each other. Let me point out, I think they’re all ugly freaks, so wouldn’t want to pull any of them, but ti is still a bit disappointing that none of them have tried. I think it is a mutual dislike. But they’re all so skinny. And they’ll all be absolutely trashed. And i have nothing to wear. I’m so fat now nothing fits anymore. I’m going to have to buy something new, adn wont look good in it even if I do. 🙁

I wish I could go back to starving myself. It was a nightmare being unable to stop thinking about food for a single second and being unable to sleep because your body’s eating itself alive, but it was so much better than people looking at me and seeing fat.