crash + exam

I crashed my bicycle. I was coming down the hill from the hospital way too fast and crashed into a car that was stopped at the bottom of it. It smashed all the lights on the car and mangled the front of my bike. I didn’t really get hurt too bad, a couple of cuts on my hand, a small bruise on my knee and a painful shoulder. There was a big crowd of people gathered – i think it looked very dramatic. The car driver took my address and phone number so i expect i’ll get the bill soon.

Did I do it on purpose? Was I disappointed I wasn’t hurt much worse. Well, yes.

I decided the bruise on my knee wasn’t good enough so spent the rest of the day slamming it against my wardrobe. And the cuts on my hand were tiny so I decided to add a few more.

My shoulder was truely stiff and painful though, so I left that be.

I had my written obs and gynae exam today. It didn’t go too well, I keep looking up the answers and finding I’ve got them wrong, so we’ll just have to see what happens with it. I have the practical exam on Friday so must keep working. I have the opportunity to go to the hospital tomorrow and practice with the mannequins which will form part of the exam. I doubt i’ll go.

I decided to cancel any further appointments with the counsellor. I don’t feel it would benefit me.