Monday Monday

So I had the interview. Then I got the "Thanks but no thanks" letter last Friday 🙁 I was devestated. I have written off trying to get on with the government. Its been 5 years. I have obly have 5 interviews for the over 30+ applications I have sent as well as handful of civil service tests.

I still want to go back to school and do Medical Assisting which I was planning on until I ran out of $$. I love helping people and I need a job that will be stable in the worst economy. So if I can find a benefactor, I would be happy lol

I enjoy my current job as a Pharmacy Tech, but I’m hardly making anything. I took Level 2 training classes and when I pass the test, I will be making a whopping $8.45/hr. Yes…thats it! Ugh 🙁

Chad and I began paperwork for the divorce and I have started packing. I was able to determine what debt I will have and its not pretty. So thats even more of a reason I need a better job. Also I am losing health insurance. So a job with that would be great.

Also I am moving to my mom and dad’s July 16th. I set a date so I have a deadline to work towards. So I will be doing more packing in the coming weeks.

On the other hand and the happpppppppy news 🙂

I have been seeing Nick for almost 4 weeks. We have been out about 10 times. I have spent the night 2x and its been the best sleep I’ve had in a long time. He compliments me, he thinks I am beautiful, and sexy and thinks I am a wonderful person 🙂 We’ve had dinners, went to a movie together, hung out. We are going to the zoo in a a couple weeks and I may meet some more of his family this coming weekend.

We are not sleeping together, which is a great thing. We are getting to know each other and spend time together without the pressure of sex. I am taking it slow and so far its been a wonderful thing 🙂

I don’t want to be presumptutious (sp?) but I had a dream where he and I got married. Totally out of left field. I have been having nightmares for months regarding the divorce and it was the first nice dream in ages. I was so happy in the dream, but I am not holding my breath.

Well gotta get ready for work!

L