2010…The Year of Me

I have decided that the past few yrs I have been slowly losing me. I have been unhappy, stressed, depressed and stuck in a rut. So this new year will be about rediscovery, self-acceptance, and striving for something better.

Here are my resolutions/goals:

-Lose weight

-Finish at least 1 manuscript

-Do well when I start back to school for Nursing

-Find a new job. *Already accomplished lol Accepted a new job before Christmas

-Rediscover myself

-Develop healthy and positive relationships

Today I went and joined Weight Watchers. I have reached my highest weight ever and I am just sick with myself. My clothes are too tight, I am visually frustrated with how I look, my body etc. So I need to get things going back in the direction they were before.

From today forward I have to be honest with myself and stop screwing around. I don’t want to end up with all the health problems in the future and I need to get my cholesterol under control.

So taking a page from another OD’er named fries I am going to keep track of my weight loss each week. I have started and re-started many times, but its not getting me anywhere. I just have to stop putting it off and really give it my all. I need to hold myself accountable and if I fall I need to get right back up, no matter how much I want to give up.

So here’s to me and 2010, may this year be a better year than last year!