“Tonight, Tonight”

This crazy week is almost over…it’s been such a bizarre combination of emotions and events and ideas. I can honestly say I’ve never really been in quite this situation before.

I don’t pray, as I don’t believe in any sort of a god, but I’ve got my fingers crossed extra tightly tonight. I want the boys to get home safely. And I hope that Mitch can get home in time to come with me to the funeral. Obviously, I’ll survive if he can’t make it, but his support would only make it that much easier.

I’ve got a little less than eight weeks before college starts. But this coming week may be my last truly relaxing one. I believe that the cornfields starts on the 14th of July…and I don’t know when it ends. Does anyone know? I hope it’s before the canoe trip…I’m sure I’ll find out at the meeting, though. And I think I can work while Mitch is gone again. I have a feeling that’ll make things a lot easier.

I’m hanging in there, like I promised I would. It’s hard, especially with the weird schedules and everyone’s weird behavior and all the weird THINGS in the house. But, as cliche as it sounds, it’s for the best.

At least he “got away” from her.