Oddities of the bed
I talked to my new roommate Jennifer again last night and she sounds so nice! Very laid-back and fun, which is something I am looking forward to so much. I am so anxious to get back to classes and college life that this upcoming week will drag, I’m sure. Especially since I’m so sick and have not had the energy to get out of bed, call anyone on the phone (I am glad Jennifer called me or I never would have gotten around to it!), or even get a pair of socks when I have cold feet. I am feeling a sudden burst of energy with which to write this entry, but even as I type, I can feel it fading. I am also not sure where my cell phone has wandered off to, which is not a good thing, as it my main form of communication. Perhaps I left it at Mark’s or perhaps it is somewhere in one of the cars, but I am not sure. But, as has happened before, it will show up. And, as soon as I am feeling better, I will make a more determined effort to find it.
I have been rather emotionless lately, but my dreams have more than made up for it. As Val told me, that’s a good sign – vivid dreams are a sign that my medication is working! Yay, Lexapro! The past few weeks have been these seemingly hours long “movies”/epics about anything and anyone. Last night’s was a dream I SWEAR I’ve had before (either that or it’s a movie I’ve seen, or I experienced the most meaningful deja vu EVER) and incredibly long and detailed. It was a sci-fi type dream that included zombie-type creatures, me shooting a gun, and other random moments.
I also had a separate dream about moving back to college after Winter Break of my freshman year – first of all, I could NOT find my room! I knew the number, the hall, the floor, everything, but Sellery had turned into some weird maze (with an Olypmic-sized pool in the lobby!) and it took forever to find 957 Sellery A. And when I got there, everyone, including Emily and me, were living in a different room. We also seemed to have a LOT more stuff than when I’d left in December. I’d gone looking for Amber and Becca’s rooms, but I couldn’t find it. Instead, I found Beca, and she showed me her new room, complete with a roommate who smoked.
Of course, none of this compares to Saturday morning when my mom tried to wake me up and I asked her, “Is it time for the buffaloes to run?”
::grins::
Honestly, I’m insane.
And with my final bit of energy, I bid you all adieu, and head back to bed and my mesmerizing crossword puzzles.
::sneezes::
Bless me.
hahaha….kinda like one night i was in my sis’s room…way back when…and I was in the middle of a conversation w/ her…(I thought she was still awake)..and she started responding with the word “bartender”. It was classic. ;o) I hope I get to see you before we head back.
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Woah! I’ve been severely addicted to my crossword book lately…weird… Anyhoo, I had this really vivid dream the other night where I was at this huge awesome party with Stacey, and suddenly it was really late and we decided we were gonna go to a club or something, so we got in the car and she was drunk and started driving down this one way street the wrong way…so Chris (this guy I like from
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school) ran out the door of the party to help us. He took Stacey inside while I waited in the car–she was supposed to come back out. After waiting forever, I went in looking for them, but couldn’t find them. I just kept circling the house for like, hours…getting more and more pissed off while running into all these weird situations, like nearly getting raped by a foreign guy lol…
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finally, I gave up searching and tried to sleep in between all these drunk people…but I was far to pissed. Then as it was starting to get light outside, Stacey, who had somehow turned into Joanna, stumbled out of Chris’ room laughing and whatnot…and I just exploded thinking about the things they might’ve been doin all night etc.. I was actually angry when I woke up from this dream. Weird huh
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Better to get well before moving back to school… Feel better and enjoy your new school and adventures to come. You have so much to offer – it would be a waste to let it slip away. here’s to dreams and seperation of reality and fantasy!!! Keep taking the meds – it’ll help.
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