Last thought…

Sorry, I just thought of something…as long as I’m HAPPILY selfish, it’s okay? But if I’m depressed or unhappily selfish, that’s bad?

What the fuck. Mitch is probably right. I’m just going to go live in North Dakota or something.

To all the “righteous” people that think they’re going to change the world by being jerks, go ahead. Try your hardest. I’m just going to continue to love my friends, make my family proud of me, and try to do a little bit (or as much as I can) to improve one part of the world.

It doesn’t happen overnight. And you can’t “touch” all of us.

Excuse me for being stuck in “Leave It To Beaver.” I guess I really WAS born at the wrong time. Or in the wrong world…

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September 23, 2001

doesn’t sound like you are having a good night so *hug* that is all i know how to do. hopefully, the matrix thing didn’t piss you off. it was just an observation that i made and i could be wrong. so, if you’re pissed. sorry. *hug* that’s for a better night. now go to sentry, buy a pint of ice cream, eat it, and go to bed.~a

September 24, 2001

::hugs to jenni:: this is… completely off the topic… but do you enjoy heath ledger? if so and you are free friday night, talk to me or wirka 😉

i’m sorry that no one is appreciating the way you think as much as they should. there’s nothing more frustrating than that. if it makes you feel better, i missed reading your diary. i’m going to try and visit it more often again.