In response…

This is in response to the jerk that left that unsigned note.

Yeah, I AM pissy. Let me explain why.

I’ve been in drama from day one freshman year. DAY ONE. For three years, I’ve worked my ass off. I LIVE at school. I live on the stage, in the garage, and in Mr. E’s room. I RESENT a “takeover.” I resent a person who’s just recently become involved in drama suddenly having the final say in everything.

High drama IS about favorites and senority. At least the drama program I was brought up on. Even if those things aren’t fair or whatever, that’s just how they are at Craig. And that’s how the last three years have gone for me. I expected to go into senior year knowing that I would have reached the top…that my three years of hard work would pay off with privileges and some sort of power.

But nooooooooooo. Somehow, people have taken over. And I fucking resent that. I’m being about as honest as I possibly can here.

I FUCKING RESENT THAT.

Yeah, I’m a bitch. Go ahead, say it. Leave me all the “you’re just jealous,” “get over it,” whatever notes you want. I know who I am and what I say.

And fuck you if you think you’re better than me.

I’m no better than anyone else. But I fucking resent having a privilege taken away that I’ve worked for for THREE YEARS.

Fuck you all.

I totally know how that feels, and I hate it too. Sorry 🙁 Love ~Grethe I miss you a lot too!

Jenni…you rock dear. What your saying is something that needs to be said.

*eeek im dumb and cant finish a note* And Im proud of you because you can say it.

i so know where you’re coming from… been a dancer my whole life.

Hey, I was told by Kiva to leave you a note that says HI and to call her if you have her phone number, if not, just leave me another note and I’ll give it too you.

Hell yes.

I will be very mad if my friend steals my spotlight in a group I’ve been in for three years, that he might get in this year, for the first time. My friend was afraid that someone would take over her leadership position if she made exceptions for band and took the english university course instead. I do hope you can civilly gain control, or become in control of this person and get control that way.

Silent Diamonds

September 8, 2001

are there note limits? i thought i left a note last night but i dont see it! anyways, hello!?!?! I am lost! please enlighten me sometime as to what is going on!!

Me again, and all I’m saying is that maybe you should think about things beyond yourself. Maybe someone’s just finally got the balls to stand up against all the stupid shit that’s gone down at Craig for years. All the stuff you all hate. Don’t get pissy cause people are trying to make a difference and to make it better. In life you gotta give a little to make things better in the long run.

RYN: your very welcome

friends to get pissed at me. I think you’re all wrong and secretive and are turning out to be exactly the reason I was miserable in that town. You think you’re all so put upon cause they’re “cool” and make fun of you, but you can’t be honest to your own friends. I think that’s worse. You expect people to be honest and nice to you, but you can’t return the favor by telling them when you don’t

agree with them. Bring it on all of you…. Ann

Ok, the first part didn’t go. I said, yeah screw you for getting mad that I defend my brave little sister. I’m really proud of her and I’ll defend her til I’m blue in the face for standing up to everyone. We all need more of her, those who work WAAAAAAAY harder than they need to because they want to make a difference. And sorry for being so wussy, I wasn’t planning on making you all so freaking

mad at me, but I don’t care now. Tell me what you think, just be freaking honest with me please, too bad I was with you apparantly.

If you want to be in control, it is not the age that matters… its how you use your years of experience to convinse everyone of your opinions and ideas. you have to DO something to make a difference, not just sit back and talk about how it sucks. Being on top requires leadership, and if you don’t present that in a way that everyone sees, you will quickly be replaced by somebody who is…

…listening and sharing their ideas and opinions. But most of all, by showing your bitterness, you are allowing the take over to happen. If you want to be the drama jock, you must wake up every morning, agreeing to be a PART of drama guild, not the leader. Listen to everyone else, understand them, bounce ideas off each other.. THEATRE IS ABOUT COOPERATION! There are no…

…dictators. The officers are meant to WORK TOGETHER — the lines between each office should never be present! Hell, sometimes the best ideas and thoughts are not even from officers! but the officers organize it! that’s it! Don’t be an enemy. Nobody likes that! Now, I can write for hours on this, but I am not invovled, so if you can’t accept the problem and fix it, then “The show won’t go on!”

One last thought… drama guild is one thing, thespians is a related thing, AND THE PLAYS ARE COMPLETELY SEPERATE!!! If something sucks in the play, then oh well, DO SOMETHING GOOD IN DRAMA GUILD (aka party or bowl or fundraise) TO MAKE UP FOR IT!

Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy? Caught in a landslide, No escape from reality. Open your eyes. look up to the skies and see. I’m just a poor boy. I need to sympathy. Because im easy come, easy go, little high, little low any way the wind blows doesn’t really matter to me… to me.

Mama Just killed a man Put a gun against his head Pulled my trigger, now he’s dead Mama Life has just begun But now I’ve gone and thrown it all away Mama, ooh I didn’t mean to make you cry If I’m not back again this time tomorrow carry On, carry on as if Nothing really matters Too late My time has come Sends shivers down my spine Body’s aching all the time

Goodbye, everybody I’ve got to go Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth Mama, ooh I don’t want to die I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all (enter Jay on guitar solo here)

I see a little silhouetto of a man Scarmouch Scarmouch will you do the fandango? Thunder bolts and lightening very very frightening me Galileo Galileo Galileo Galileofigaro Mangnifico oh oh oh I’m just a poor boy nobody loves me He’s just a poor boy, from a poor family Spare him his life from this monstrosity

Easy come easy go will you let me go? Bismillah NO, we will not let you go Let him go Bismillah we will not let you go Let him go Bismillah we will not let you go Let me go Will not let you go let me go will not let you go Let me go oh oh oh oh oh No no no no no no no Oh mamamia mamamia mamamia let me go Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me for me for me

Nothing really matters, anyone can see Nothing really matters, nothing really matters to me Any way the wind blows. I love all you dramajocks. Remember that!