And I’m not *edited for Ben*

I hate that *Mitch knew I wanted to talk about his past relationships before I’d even mentioned it*.

I hate that. Talk about feeling stupid. Feeling REALLY stupid…

Can’t I do ANYthing right?

And what a revelation I had today *during the parade*! Good lord. Funny how incredibly different things were last year at this time. *It was strange to think of the different friends and significant others we all had.* How fucking strange…

Rachel! I need *to talk to you about the relationship aspect of my life*! Because *the problem hasn’t gotten any better since we talked*. 10 minutes of *talking to Mitch and having him be honest with me* did not heal me.

Funny, I thought *that would make things better*.