June 30, 2005

7/1/05

I’m in the shittiest state of sobriety – where you’re teetering on the edge, after 3 beers and a lot of food, where one more beer won’t push you over, but a strong shot will.

And my sanity is slowly slipping away.

I hate being in this place.

I hate it!

I want to go.

purelymesa

July 1, 2005

You should either go to sleep or drink some more. Something to get you out of the ick. I hate the ick. Have a great fourth!!

Bittersweet :o*

July 1, 2005

I want to go too………………on ..a…DATE WITH YOU! We seriously seriously need to hang out soon. Some Friday night or Saturday night we should hang out ..then I don’t have to get up early. We’ll set a date..and I’ll come check out your place in Whitewater. Love ya, Joz

Absurd Guru

July 4, 2005

Clarke College in Dubuque, Iowa. It’s the same size as Craig, and private. I’ll be taught by nuns 🙂 haha

ThatsAll

July 6, 2005

aww sorry hun!! you sound miserable in this entry… (its a few days later.. hopefully youre in better spirits!!) RYN: ok ok sorry!!! ive now been ring shopping… and of course, theres an entry alllll about it! 🙂 so very exciting!!!