2/12/04
controlling rage that threatens to overtake me. because they think they are better than us. they think that they are so wonderful, so smart, so “deep,” and all i want to do is smack them because of the feelings they evoke in me.
but that is what they want, isn’t it? to annoy me, to make me boil over? i guess they have succeeded.
and i do not want to be better than them – just equal, in as much of a way as we CAN be equal.
they just…bug me. fuck you guys.
RYN: See latest entry.. Jen, don’t let other’s attitudes get to you. If you do, they win. You know as much as the next person and usually those who come off pompus and know it alls are so insecure they only think they know it all. Truth is, they may know “Book” learning but haven’t a clue about life. You know about life and “Book” learning. (crystalized intellignece) 🙂
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We are all equal in god’s eyes. Sounds like the people I work with … especially the muck mucks ( the management) just a random noter.
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