October 12, 2002

10/13/02

I IM’d her for the first time tonight…because I thought of her. I thought she might be the one who could help me sort through some of these things. She’s been through it, so I thought she could help.

And she responded. And I was away, of course. And now she isn’t online anymore and I don’t know when she’ll be back. Probably the second I put up an away message and go to bed, which means I’ll put off going to bed as long as I can. But I need sleep…

I want to die. I want to curl up into a little ball and die.

I don’t want to date anyone else…ever.

I need to…sleep.

angel *

hey whats up!! im just looking for some more readers and some more n0tes come by my diary and check it out maybe tell me what u think…if u are offended don`t bother writing back i dont want hate notes..so yeah anyways~if u leave a note ill be sure to get back okay? ~*one love*~ <3kimmie

this echoes of situations *extremely* similar to ones i have been in. oh how i have been there. the end is never really the end. it’s not. –magicboy– (better known to you as matt h.)

I dont even know what to say…:(

Dazedson

October 13, 2002

Sometimes the oddest of situations tend to be the best. Part of the game I guess… not the best face for anyone to see but thats what is there. Giving up… well, thats just going to make things worse. Live Jenni, because thats prolly the easiest way to make life better. Peace Ben

🙁 don’t say that