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My life here in the city of angels feels so still
I may have lost my only close friend at school (or I may have never had one in the first place)
I have no idea if I actually have an internship or not
I don’t even know if I’ve managed to fail out of college yet (It’s completely within my power to know but I refuse to check)
I have no idea where/with whom I’m going to live when the spring semester ends
It’s like I’m in suspended motion
frozen with a bunch of shrugged shoulders
But at the same time, I am more comfortable in my little moments
my friends from home are all getting along, and we don’t do quite as many stupid things anymore
I can’t shake past boyfriends out of my head
that stupid lonely reaching girl in me wants someone to sleep next to
someone to care
outside reassurance that I’m not batshit crazy
I can be okay with myself alone.
right?
Right.
My Wishes for u Happiness deep down within, Serenity with each sunrise, Success in each facet of ur life, May the stars carry shine upon you, May the flowers fill your heart with beauty May hope forever wipe away your tears, Family beside u, Advance Wishes!! Happy New Year for one and all. Dini
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hopefully u can be okay alone, herp herp herp.
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