other people’s lives

one beer

two beer

whoops

I miss thinking everything was okay when it wasn’t

cuz now everything isn’t okay and I know it

It is painfully obvious that I never meant anything to any of the people that I thought I did

how could I when I only look at myself

reflections, inflections of the mirror

watching how my brown curls frame my brown eyes as I walk by

it’s going to get below freezing tonight be we’re walking to a party anyways

I hope this is not the end, but just the beginning.