lazy butterfly
I feel like I’m fighting an uphill battle with myself
I’ve been in such a fog lately
forgetting to eat, sleeping over 12 hours a day
no interest in anything really
nothing new to say to anyone
I’ve been in this place before
I recognize the symptoms of unhappiness
but still I can’t manage to pull myself out of it, yet
I think this is my fight for now.
To make it out of this fog without fucking, without male attention, without anyone helping me.
I still miss him terribly.
less so than before, but I wake up in the morning and before I can stop myself,
I’m looking at that fucking black t-shirt that is still sitting on my desk that he wont take back.
this entry has nothing new to say
but I haven’t said anything new in a while.
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