04/24/2013

sunshiny happy solitude

it’s sunny and the wind isn’t cold and I wish I could wear tank tops and shorts but I don’t have any because it’s never this warm

summer is fast approaching

and I still have no clue what I’m doing when it arrives

I want to go somewhere new, fresh faces, new hikes, new foods, new types of people to watch while sitting at coffee shops

but I don’t have any money or anyone to come with me

no reasons to be anywhere but here, and home, and both are okay, but they are lonely sometimes

I’m running again, gardening, knitting, doing the things that make me happy

the anxiety is gone

oh my, it’s staying gone

happy happy day

someday someday everything will come together and be as it should be.