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You know what sucks ?
Being super excited for something, and then it doesn’t happen.
Goodness. Totally downing.
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So basically, I’ve done absolutely nothing this whole week + last week.
I had a taste of perfection 2 weeks ago, that explains why I can’t adapt to this so quickly.
You have no idea what i’m talking about huh .. haha… Nevermind then.
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Anyway, i canceled on a movie night with Brandon & Adelle & Others for friday.
Meh. I guess i’ll watch Step Up after my Cali trip.
On saturday, i think i’m going to go do some lap swimming :/ Fun fun.
&& It’s Cicely’s 17th on Sunday .. and she insists i plan everything for her. (I really don’t want to)
I think we’ve decided on going to Kitsilano beach for the afternoon, and having dinner at Earls.
Oy, i don’t know half the people going, this should be fun… not really, i dont even want to go.
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*Not mentioning any names in the following
I’m exhausted. I’m tired. I’ve run out of patience and the mental capacity for this anymore.
You’ve gotta pull your shit together and not pile it on me. I’m not fucking wonder woman. And i can’t drop my own life to solve your stupid problems all the time. You two … just need to sit the hell down, talk, and compromise. It’s not that I don’t want to help you, i really do want to. But i’ve reached the point where i can’t do anything cause you’re both blowing it out of proportion. Grow up. Take a look at what’s around you. Think about it. You’re arguing and fighting for no reason. If you really have so many problems, just let it go and move on.
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I did a survey the other day, to determine how ”perfect my life is” .
Most the of questions were based on what you had. I got like 78% or something.
My friend commented on it (it was on facebook by the way) , and said "well thats better than my 56%…"
This caused me to give her a short speech 😀 which is the following ..
"Having a perfect life shouldn’t be judged on material things though. Or how much you have, and what you’re capable of doing.. To have a good life, you should be able to accept what’s going on for you and be happy with it… at least that’s what i think. And nothing on this world is perfect. It might seem like people have perfect lives, but they’re really just happy people.. And people are happy because they choose to be."
And so, she replies : 
"And thats why your my favorite phoebe. everything you say is amazing."
Hehe (: ..
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Anyway.
I’m going to get some lunch & roll out to the beach with Samantha+Jodiline.
PCEE (:
 

 
"Be kinder than necessary, because everyone you meet is fighting some sort of battle."