Returned.

Well, i’m back.
Sorry i haven’t been writing .. been trying to pull myself back together.
Just wanted to give thanks to Ced & .Jubliant.dreamer. for talking to me. I appreciate it.
I guess this entry will sum up what’s been going on for the past week or so.
(Rather boring , to be honest) Read if you would like.

The reason i’ve been gone lately is because Neil had left me. Says he’s lost feelings and didn’t love me anymore.
I don’t really want to go into detail about it .. so yeah, that’s all.

I went over to my best friends house last friday to paint a renovated room.
Her mum offered to pay me .. but i didn’t want to take money from them. For the reason that she’s my friend & that i enjoy doing what i do and i don’t expect anything from it. Here it is …

I started school on tuesday. My schedule is quite .. lovely? Not really.

SEMESTERONE:

• X _ Dance 11 Performance                 
• A _ Art : Drawing& Painting 11           
• B _ English 11                                       
• C _ Biology 11                                      
• D _ Math Principles 11                          
• Y _ Dance Choreography 11 Honours  
• CP 11 Health & Human services

SEMESTERTWO:

• A _ French 11                                 
• B _ French 12                                     
• C _ Social studies 11                         
• D _ Psychology 11A                           
• Y _ Dance Choreography 11 Honours 
• CP 11 Health & Human services

Most of you are looking at this .. like wtff is this. I guess i’ll explain hah. Our school runs on a semester system. Each year there’s two semesters and 2 terms in each. Everyday, we take the same 4 (normally 4 , but for me… 6, apparently) classes. Then when semester two comes around, we take 4 different classes.
"X" class is before normal school time .. soo a nice 7:30am class for me.
"Y" class is afterschool until 5:30pm. And so .. an afternoon class for me as well. Oh joy! 
Obviously, summer break had fucked up my sleeping schedules . So getting up at 6am was total bummer.
Needless to say, i was not excited for a full day of school on Wednesday morning. (I think i cried a little inside).

There’s a bunch of new people this year. And i’ll have to admit.. a few of the guys are pretty hooot. (;
One of them sits next to me in Biology. Wahaaa. But you know what, now there’s a bunch of girls drooling over them.
It’s kind of irritating.. like come on, you don’t even KNOW him. :/
I befriended a new guy today. Max was his name i believe (nemo, as a nickname haha). Blonde hair , blue eyes , & nice . Woo.

Yuck, enough about school .. i have to go study soon ): a test already, how gross… wait, two* English & Math .. Ahhhhgg.

I want to sleep.. but there’s this pain in my chest. I’m not sure how to describe it. But i’m still kind of hurt , and i guess it was bad enough to last this long and manage to make me feel it physically. Sigh.

*I found two songs lately that are unbelievably beautiful..
Alisa turner – Breathing
Christina perri – Jar of hearts
Check them out if you have time (: