Introduction To Chapter – Letters To Serena

I have always regarded this diary/journal as an outlet, a safe means by which I am able to write down ideas, thoughts, and essentially anything that comes to mind.  This chapter will look to build upon the concept that I can write down my feelings at will, only this time, the writing that will comprise this chapter will be focused on my hypothetical communication a woman who in just a few month’s time, has come in and taken over my life.  I want to say that this amazing lady knows, at least to some extent, how much I feel about her, but maybe she doesn’t quite know how far those feelings extend or how deep they really are.  These entries will be “letters” to this woman, who under traditional circumstances, would be hearing me say these things to her verbally and in-person.  Because of my inherent introverted nature, I don’t know if I could ever muster the strength, courage, and spoken eloquence to say these things to her directly.  I can only imagine how she would ever react were she to ever stumble across these writings and read them herself.  I harbor no shame, embarrassment, or fear with anything that appears within this chapter.  I can only dream how the target of these writings would react were she to ever discover just how much she means to me and how strongly I feel about her.

As I write these letters, the best I can do is imagine that I am gazing deeply into her eyes as my words fill the air and hopefully penetrate her heart.