Rambling On…

 
Well, Thanksgiving is over.  And I’m so glad.  We went to parents house for the holiday.  We left Wednesday night and came home Friday afternoon/evening.  It was nice visiting with them, but man I was so happy when Friday came.  I got even less sleep there.  And now the boys are in a bad routine.  They were being held almost the whole time we were there.  At a month old, they know what it’s like to be spoiled.  Now I’m having problems getting them to stay asleep in bed.  I usually hold them until they’ve been sleeping for a good 15 minutes and then lay them down.  Now, if I lay them down they wake up and cry until I pick them up again.  They’re slowly going back to their normal routine.

I did a big no no while visiting too.  I picked up smoking again.  Granted not where I left off.  I opened a pack on Thursday and I still have more then half left.  I’m averaging 2 a day.  And even then, I don’t get through half the cigarette.  I must admit, it has been pretty stress relieving.  And I don’t plan to really keep it up.  Let’s keep this secret between us.  I don’t want to share it with everyone.  I keep justifying it by saying there aren’t any babies in me anymore.  And if I have one, it’s AFTER I have pumped and the boys are sleeping.  And I do go outside for it and wear a different shirt lol.

I think my endo pain has returned already.  These past few days have been hell.  The cramps are terrible.  And I’m sure it’s not from the c-section.  Friday I was in so much pain I just wanted to pass out.  I had a major migraine, some serious lower back pain and terrible cramps.  I took some Advil Migraine and that helped a little.  The migraine stayed away til morning, but the other pain returned within a couple hours.  It sucks.  I have my endo pain from before I got pregnant.  I have the pubic (popping and grinding) pain from when I was pregnant.  Which hurts more now because there’s more room for me to move around.  And I still have some pain from the c-section.  Though that pain is more just some tenderness at the incision site.  Which I’m sure is because my pants sit right on top of it lol.  I really hope that when I start Implanon on the 17th that it helps with my endometriosis and PCOS.

Josie is still having poop issues.  Not sure what is up with that.  At first I thought it was because she went a week without her miralax.  Now I’m not sure.  She’s making it to the toilet more often now.  But she still has to change her panties several times a day.  Used to be every time she went to the bathroom and then some.  Girl has 30 pair of panties, she was going through them all in a day.  Now she just has smears from time to time.  Hopefully it is just from lack of having the Miralax and not a jealousy thing from the boys.  I do still spend time with her.  We still have our movie time.  I still read her stories before bed time and in the mornings.  We still play games together.  Although sometimes I have to stop the playtime together to feed one of the boys.  I do however let someone else take over for movie time and story time.  Well, not movie time.  That’s during the day.  I make sure the boys have both just been fed and have clean diapers on before we start a movie.  So far it’s worked out great.  We get through a whole movie and a few cartoons before I have to get up with them.

That’s about it for now.  I think Emmit is awake and I need to go feed him so I can get some sleep.