there’s beauty in the breakdown

So… I was going to update a while ago, but then… I didn’t.

school has started up again, and I’m enjoying the short period of not having 2000 things to do every week. although this means I should be working ahead on things since it will make things less insane later.

instead, I’m updating.

since I know everyone is crazy interested in my new years resolutions, I present them here:

new year’s resolutions:

1. stop biting my nails. I say this every year, but this year I might actually think about doing it. I could buy nail polish. Or something.
2. Work out. I have a sort-of gym that’s a three-minute walk from my apartment. & yet I still manage to neglect going, day after day. Because I suck, and because it’s cold. But no more! I’m not trying to lose 20 lbs, I just want to be in better shape. And also I want to lose 20 lbs because I don’t like the way I look.
3. Get a job. It has come to my attention that the food money I get each month will not cover food AND clothes. So I either have to control my shopping fetish or get a job. & well, the latter just sounds easier.
4. Try in school. I know, it goes against my life policy of being lazy (but then again, so does #2), but I really think I should at least try. I can be drunk when I try, but I’ll try.
5. Actually be social this semester. Because I live far away, it’s just too much effort to make plans to go out on weekends. And now that it’s ass cold out, I doubt I’m going to want to leave my bed at all. (this sounds like the easiest resolution, but that just demonstrates how antisocial and lazy I’ve become.

of all of these, #1 and #4 stand little to no chance of actually happening. everyone told me I’d be getting senioritis sometime after spring break, but I have it now. & well, I think that freakishly short nails look cool. & by cool, I mean freakishly ugly.

and well, just so I can pretend I’m planning to…
6. Update OD more than never.

sounds good. & now, in pursuit of #4, I have to go to class. Love.