Memory Eraser

Have you ever randomly had an ex-significant other that you haven’t talked to in over 3 years, send you a message on facebook?  And then have you ever become absolutely nauseated at the sight of that person’s face to the point that you feel  like you’re coming down with the flu?  And then you examine the feelings of hatred at yourself for ever stooping so low, regret for not seeing your mistake sooner, and misery from the knowledge that you can never get rid of those hideous memories.  /sigh  What I wouldn’t give for a nice memory eraser.

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September 20, 2010

Weeehhhhh !

September 25, 2010

That’s almost enough of a reason to get me to change it. 😛

September 25, 2010

(I hate being seasonal unless I deliberately choose to be)

September 26, 2010

Yeah, I think you’re totally right. It’s time for a diary change. I need to think about it first though. *licks your nose* Can’t wait til you’re back regularly again. ;P

September 27, 2010

…I had a dream about you o_O #355.

September 30, 2010

Here’s how they work: They have separate parts (my first my second etc) and a ‘whole.’ The whole describes the words the first/second/etc make if you put them together, or how they sound together, in that order.

September 30, 2010

My first: I can pull a heavy load My second: I can get your feet wet My whole: I’m a reverent abode, of scholars hard to beat yet.

September 30, 2010

And another: My first: When my lord’s afloat in a tiny boat, To sail the surging sea, My bark goes over the water, to bring my lord to me. My second: Tis I who claim the dear little name, My mother heard from me, And my heart goes out to my daughter, The little one at my knee.

September 30, 2010

My whole: The way was strait to the golden gate, When mother was young, for she, Believed, as the stern men taught her, The Calvanistic me.

October 10, 2010

You’ve been gone a long time >:O Come back !

December 23, 2010

And to know you’ve given your body to them — ugh ugh ugh — when I look back, I say to myself, “What was I thinking,” and all I can do is shudder!