a list of dont forgets

 -5 hour energy drinks are great if you need the energy (dont abuse, but its ok to use from time to time to get the boost you need in a day)

-remember to take time to do something pleasant for thy self. That doesnt include the television. 

-photography is good for the soul, why dont you pick up that camera?

-the boy loves you deeply, dont ever doubt it

-bringing something interesting and delicious from the farms will always please your family (and you in return)

-dont panic over meetings with advisors. They will turn out ok, because you’re not a bad person

-continue being excited about the new project, it will be good for you

-never spend more than 24 hours alone, again. Call thalia or rory or both and make plans. They will want to. 

-call marina more often (especially on car rides)