growing up sucks

i dislike time…it goes by way too fast.  i don’t want to take one minute i have for granted…but i’m scared to move forward in life because i’m afraid if i do, time will go by even faster.  it feels like i’m on a rollercoaster, stalled at the top of a huge drop…just looking down…anticipating the ride.  i went out to breakfast with my dad today and i noticed he looks older then i remember.  everyone looks older.  there use to be a much simpler time when growing old didn’t exist….and my biggest worry was trying to figure out where i put my favorite barbie.