bad decisions

5 days later

the light went out
a brief spell of unconciousness
is a day brief?
Nothing but worry was achived
It now hurts to eat and drink
my throat wasn’t meant to have tubes down it
saved my life, a relief to everyone
not me
The sounds drove me crazy
The beds move.
running, fighting, more unconsciousness.
I convinced them it was temporary. Is it?
Wards, trying not to let the sounds drive me mad again
Home again,
Fuck I’m such a disappointment.
I can’t say im sorry enough