Mental illness-anxity and suff

So today my anxiety is asking up. It’s cuz of M throwing a fit. At least my landlord took care of it. M HAS me in a deep depression. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to get out of this 100ft hole. So in had to take my anxiety pill. I can only take it once a day so I normally take it when I go to bed. I hope M leaves on Monday while I’m at my psych appointment.  I used to read  a lot to cope. But I can’t even do that anymore. The last book I read was the deathly Hallows.  I don’t even know when that came out. That’s why I need to blog. Sometimes one entry a day other days more then once a day.