Expectations

I can’t live up to people expectations. I just want to be me. I want to be care free again. I have to keep my room clean and it’s hard. I just have to much stuff. I don’t even like a clean room. I don’t know why. Living in a adult foster care home sucks. It’s afc for short.

I do cherish having my own room. I love not having to share a room. I get to isolate and I’m happy. I got my computer and phone. One thing I miss is having a tv.

My mom and dad want me to go to the st louis center. I don’t want to go. I feel pressured into going. I’m vary smart and the last time I was forced into doing something I flunked out