Went to church

Two weeks in a row. Larura made me feel bad about not wanting to go. There is no way I can be happy living in this AFC home. It’s not fun at all. You get told what to do and when to do it. How to put your clothes away and how much stuff you can have. I have to have the bare minimum of stuff. Back to church. I learned alot today. I also almost fell asleep because I sat in the floor. Our services are in the church basement.  I know I can’t do anything right. Never have never will. One thing I did learn in counseling is to stop being a people pleaser. So I told my mom.i quit going to counseling