Pain?

So you think you know pain?

Emotional?

Physical?

Mental?

what makes you think you know pain?

Is it the voice in the back of your head that tell’s you that Everyone thinks your an idiot?

Is it the same voice that tells you that everyone is talking about you? That your what they are laughing about?

Like a Tommy Gun.

Rattelling through your mind.

pattapattapattapatta pat.

That the pain your talking about?

Maybe your pain is actually your way of healing yourself?

A little cut here a little cut there.

A BIG cut right here.

Yeah that pain. The kind that feels good during sex.

When she digs her nails in your back and leaves gullies of warm blood trailing down your sides.

Yeah.

That pain?

Or is your pain a daily pain?

A pain that drops to you to your knee’s because everytime you eat breakfast your alone.

Nobody to love you.

Nobody to hold you.

Nobody to bitch at you.

A pain so bad you could literaly die from it.

you know what I mean, a pain so bad you wont eat, sleep or drink.

Is that your pain?

Well, that’s my pain.

I deal with more pain in ONE day than most people do in an entire lifetime.

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March 3, 2003

*nods* I know.

Bleh…painn ppppaaaaaaiiiiiiiinnnnnn

March 11, 2003

Swinging on the Jay Pole… 🙂

The ship has set sail. Check me out.

April 1, 2004

I love you 🙂