need

sick and dull inside because i could not see you today.

when i was down, came to me
and promised you’d always be
by my side….
jamie, jamie, i’m so glad you’re mine
we’ll be together a long time
oooooooooooh
oooooooooooh
jamie….

[weezer]

i feel like today, there was so much to say and feel. without words.  today was a day when we should have layed in a blue room and fallen into the ocean of depth that i am struggling to keep afloat in.  i need to feel you close to me.  i need you to remind me to breathe.  i need you to remind me…

i need you. 

i need your skin, i need your hands, your eyes, your lips, your cheeks. i need your voice.  i need your warmth.  i need your strength.  i need your  l o v e.  i spend daydreams searching for your scent.  and without it i am a dull, pitiful ache.

i   d o n ‘ t   w a n t   t o   d e p e n d   o n   y o u . . . .