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This is my very first entry on here, I found this website completley by chance but I think it’ll help a lot to just get things out anonymously. I’ve been under a lot of stress for a very long time now and it always finds away to disrupt something. I’m not an adult yet but I’m getting a job and my drivers license soon, I’ve decided I want to leave everything. I have no friends, family scares me more than anything else, and nothing seems like it’ll help. I want to wait until I have enough money and dissapear, change my name, go far away from here. I hate change but I feel that becoming a different person is the most effective solution for now, people might miss me but I’ve learned to ignore things more important than other peoples feelings already, no one knows I’m capable of what I’m planning to do. I just have to be patient, I can make it out of here if I just wait for the right time.