Rollercoaster

I had a decent night at work. I got home at a good time, too, just a little before 3 am.

I was seriously anxious arriving home. I never know what will upset Him. When I got home, I quickly showered and dried my hair. I got into bed as he was still sleeping. He jostled awake, and said, “I’m sorry about everything I said. I don’t want to leave you. You’re my wife, and I should treat you like it. I’ll stop being a douche.”

I want to believe he means this, but I also know better.

The ride continues..

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August 15, 2024

At least he apologized, somewhat. He does need to take things seriously too, as I do.

I teeter on the verge. And it’s mainly communication, or miscommunication.

I always have to shower before I come near her, and that soothes things for a day or two

August 16, 2024

@iamwilliam I am learning patience with differing communication styles. I wish they was some “personality equation” I could plug info into and get the answer to how to fix it.

August 16, 2024

@opalsunrays you seem very logical and methodical. I admire that. But when things aren’t as they should be, one must adapt or get out