wake up

when will i be real. im disconnected, alone but not lonely. i feel else where, apart from the rest of the world. when will i meet someone here in this element of my mind, in this place where honesty resides. i see the truth. i see the misunderstood. i see the ignored. it pains me so how cruel we all are. when you realize this point, it doesnt pass. you cant be angry at god for what WE do. we can only blame ourselves. weve been taught so well that selfish gets us what we want.