not my love

I’m not meant to love,
This love I do not own.
What waits my fate
Binds my hands alone.
I do not want
I do not wait
I shall not seek
Though it may find.
I breathe to sigh
Slight hope comes only
At night.
My fear crimson from
Heart beating
From hope shattering.
This love not mine
Finds me this time…