Writing a REAL entry for all my faithful readers!!

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[listening] “Hope” by Twista feat. Faith Evans from the “Coach Carter” Soundtrack
[time] 5:12pm
[mood] The hype from last week is all gone
[drink it down] Nothing
[take it off] Jeans and a t-shirt
[talking to] Whitney and Leah

Hey there everyone. How are things? It has been awhile since I have written. I think the last that I wrote I told everyone that I was getting my car and that I got the job. Well I got my car. It’s a little white 1995 Saturn. It has 4 door, 4 cylinder, am/fm/cassette, airbags on both sides, anti-lock brakes, and automatic lock. It’s a nice little car but I am ready to drop it off a cliff. They told me that there was nothing wrong with it, but it needed a wheel barring, and now it needs a front end alignment, it had a massive oil leak and there is something in the engine that keeps turning my ‘service engine soon’ light to come on. I went and had it looked at and Gail, the women who looked at it, said that it had to do with previous codes and what happened when the previous owner had it. The car has only had 1 other owner other than me, and this person racked up 173,000 miles on it. Grami paid $1970 for this car. I feel so guilty because there’s stuff wrong with it.

Hmm, about my job. For the next 2 weeks I am on a call in basis. Saturday I have my first employee meeting at 5 to talk about the second shift that we got approved for. But I also lost watching Kali. I got up this morning and my mom was like “do you want the bad news first?” I said “WHAT!?” She told me that Nicole, Kali’s mom, got the day job that she applied for. So starting February I won’t have her anymore. I am so upset. I look forward to having that little girl, plus that is $20 dollars a day that I won’t get. I am so upset. Nicole hasn’t told me yet. She didn’t even tell me that she applied for a day job, my mom did. Nicole told my mom last night and my mom was like “Manda is gonna be crushed” and Nicole was like “Don’t tell her.” My mom was like “I have to” and Nicole was like “Don’t tell her yet.” So I have been really down today about that.

I talked to Pete. 2 months and 15 days until he gets home. He made me speechless the other night. We were talking about traveling and how he was traveling from Chicago to California by train and he met some girl named Heather and that he had fun with her. He said that all the women that he had been with up to Heather didn’t give as good of head as she did, and then he said “UNTIL YOU!” I was like “until me” and he was like “yes. That all the women didn’t compare to Heather. She was like “WOW” and you are like “DAAAAAAAAAAAAMN”” I was like “I give good head?!” He said “yes, very good. You have a certain way you do it and it’s so enjoyable. You beat all the other women that I have been with.” I was speechless. I loved it. But we are good. Really good as a matter of fact. We decided not to take over my mom’s house. When I had everything written down it was just too much. To live where we live my mom, being a single mother, pays $836 a month. Pete and I could never do it. I only work part-time and I have school, and his pay checks vary week to week and I don’t want to depend on him to pay for it all. So I told him that if he still wanted to live with me that we can find an appartment that we can afford and be able to still have time for each other and other things. So other than that he’s good. He should be calling today. He called me Sunday and we talked for 4 hours!! Crazy I know!! But I hope he calls today.

Well kids, I am going to go. I gotta go tanning and what not. I’ll try to write sooner and I have to do my tarot reading for this month before this month is over!! PLCG!!

*Amanda*