Why even try?!?!?!?!

Well here I am, at Aunt Jeni’s.  I just had to get away from all the drama that is going on between everyone that I care about.  Between Nate and me, between Richie and me, between Leah and me, and between Kevin and me.  Kevin and me, I dont even want to talk about!!  Leah and me, shes mad at me, sorta, cause of how I gave her my opinion on what I thought of Whitney, Richie hates me now cause of something that I have no idea what I did, and Nate…..well I messed that one up real good!!  Lets see, Im a cold heartless bitch and I cant say anything right!!  Nate sent me an offliner about stuff and I took it the wrong way and sent him stuff back, and I was yelling at him and he IMed me on Yahoo the other night and told me that now with what I said he wants nothing more to do with me.  Then I told him that I wanted to talk to him civil and he said that we would and it will be face to face.  So yeah….but then I left and I have no idea if he left me something on Yahoo or not.  But I think we are never getting back together so I think I am just going to move on!! 

Then theres “Mr. Gifted”!!  Wow hes so amazing!!  I miss him so much.  You know what sucks, when 2 people like each other SO much and cant be together cause one of them has a gf/bf.  Well thats how it is with him and I.  He has a gf that he never sees, never talks to or nothing…..but he sees me pretty much every weekend, I stay with him on the weekends, we do stuff….whats the problem here?!  I dont know, Leah says that she thinks that him and the gf arent going to be together for much longer, and when they do break up, guess who hes comin to…..ME!!

Well Im gonna get outta here…..PLCG!!

*~*AMANDA*~*