WHO SAID U COULD INVADE MY WORLD?!?!?!?!?!?

:: Time :: 1:14pm
:: Ear Fire ::“One Call Away“ Chingy
:: Body :: Still in the pjs
:: Screaming at :: No one

Ok well its been a couple days since I have written, try like a week. Its been alright some days and pretty shitty some days.  I have been home all week. I didnt have to go in only on the day of my tests. We were all suppose to go back to school but 90 percent of the students didn’t even show and I was part of that 90 percent. Wednesday mom and I cleaned like it was going out of style. We got a new couch too. That was a trip and a half. Then I went and picked up Jessica at the bus stop and when I was coming back and pull into the driveway I got the car stuck. I tried getting out but I couldnt do it so I had to have my mom come out and help me. She couldn’t get out of it either so we had to shovel our ways out. It took about an hour and a half to get it unstuck and then another half hour to dig out the driveway somewhat. Just enough so we could pull in without getting stuck. I was so sore going to bed. I woke the next day and saw that I had bruises all over me. Tuesday I fought with my father. I told him exactly what I thought of him. I asked him if I could have 50 dollars so I could hold my place for college and I needed the money in by February 1st. He told me no that he didn’t have money for me! So I told him if it were anyone else he would crumble at there feet and that I hated him. He had nothing to say just that he said it was all my mothers fault. I flipped on him for that too. He got offline so I waited for either my cell to ring or the normal phone to ring. Nothing. Then his lovely girl friend got online and decided to flip on me and get off. I was like yeah were cool! Then Thursday we had to go and pick up Brandon. I swear if looks could kill Id be dead. Then B asked if I went on my trip and I lied just like my mom told me to and I said yes and then the girlfriend put her 2 sense in. I wanted to punch her. Then she that him her and her son were going to South Carolina. I thought how sweet you have money to do that but you cant help your daughter. Its ok I called my grandmother that night and she sent me the money. Then last night I got so pissed. See Pete and I are together in a sense that we wont date other people and we say I love you but we cant be fully together for certain reasons like school and my mother. Anyways he got online last night after I got off the phone with him and he told me that Trishia was giving him the 3rd degree and he asked me if I classified him and I as boyfriend girlfriend yet. I said yes but he can think what he wants. Then he told me that she was trying to make it so he went and hung out with her last night by either going to the mall or getting a movie and going to HIS house and watching ALONE with him. I flipped out! I cried so hard. Then he told me that Im the one that he wants to be with. Then about a half hour later her screen popped and told me she was going to the mall with Pete. I told him and he’s like “TOTAL FACIAL RUB!”  So he got offline and Leah wanted to go to the mall. We did and we saw them. She was all over him like flies on shit! I got so mad I walked into Pac Sun. They followed and every time he tried to talk to me Id walk away. I didnt want him to see the tears in my eyes. I trust him completely its just her that I dont trust. Its jealousy that shes feeling. I have what shes wanted for so long and she cant have it. Its me he wants me he loves not her. Plus she has someone. Isn’t one person enough? Well that just about it. I am gonna go and chill for awhile.
Amanda