Things are AMAZING, but could they get worse????

Alright, I am so happy right now. Last night when I was talkin to Nate, he told Troy to tell me some stuff. (Troy is Nate’s younger brother) He ends up telling me that I am all that Nate talks about, that he has NEVER seen Nate so happy, that Nate is scared that if we make love that that is all he is gonna want, that Nate wants to be with me FOREVER, and that people are jealous because of how much love we have for each other. And then he goes “Well I might as well start calling you my sister-in-law.” My mouth d

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to the floor. I was stunned. I couldn’t believe it. But then, I remembered the vision that I had at Nate’s house an hour before. Well Leah went with me and she was all upset about Kelly cause she might not be able to go. Anyways, she started crying and she pissed Nate off. I looked into his eyes and he wasn’t even all there. I mean all I saw was an empty person. And in his eyes I saw him flip out(which he did and he ended up breaking a cd) and then I saw a flash to the future and me and him were fighting and he yelled in my face and then I yelled back and then he hit me crossed the face. I got so scared I started crying. I wouldn’t talk. All I kept saying was “I saw it! I saw it!” Then he comes back into his room, sits down and blares the radio and hes crying. Which made me cry harder. And all I could say was that I was sorry and that I love him very much. He told me it wasn’t my fault and the he loves me VERY much…like take the world and times it by 2. But all I could say was that I was sorry. Leah also told me that I should break up with Nate. And that I deserve better. And she kept telling me that last night. I told Nate, and hes like is that what you wanna do? And I was like no, and that I loved him, and that he means the world to me. Then I went to school this morning and Laura was like “He doesn’t seem like the type to be settling down, especially with YOU, but I guess he sees something in you. Hope your happy.” I was like, what the hell! Why is everyone gangin up on me? What no one wants me to be happy…what the HELL!!??

Well I am gonna go, cause I have nothing else to say!

*~*AMANDA*~*