Still here!!

Hey my OD Family!! It’s been MONTHS since I have had a chance to write anything in this. I feel bad but what can ya do when you have no internet and very limited time without the kiddos?

Things are going good. Money is still a problem, but who isn’t having issues with that? Kids are growing like crazy and driving me nutty. Everyday is an adventure. They’re trying to talk. We have “uh oh”, “all done”, “ok”, “gone” down. We have a version of night night…”ni ni”. Owen says “grandpa”. Riley is all about “maaaaaaam”…with the added bubble of spit. Learning how to come down the stairs and trying to eat with a fork. The stairs thing is 10 times easier than that friggin fork. We are in sippy cup heaven. We eat like we are starving children. It’s great. I’ll get ya some pictures soon.

Pat and I are uh. He’s working a lot more so we barely spend time together…plus he’s another one of those people that are addicted to WoW. Drives me nuts. Our days is like this…

Up with the kids around 9-10.

Play.

Breakfast then bath.

Nap and Pat leaves to play WoW until they wake up around 1-2.

Pat leave around 3:15-3:30.

From 3:30- Midnight I have the kids.

Pat come home around 12:15am

Talk for a bit about his night.

I’m in bed no later than 1:30am.

He leaves and goes and plays WoW until 3am.

That’s the daily life. I have the kids all the time were he is playing is friggin game. We don’t go to bed together…but I think I’m ok with…I think? I asked him last night why are we together if we don’t even see each other or spend time together? He feels that sex is spending time. I don’t want to have sex. I’m so damn tired by 8pm I just want to crash.

OH…I forgot, someone walked into our apartment the other day. It’s was 9 in the morning and we were all sleeping. We hear this loud screaming noise. It took a minute to realize it’s coming from within the apartment. Pat got out of bed and when he got to the top of the stairs there was a maintenance guy at the bottom of the stairs screaming up them “MAINTENANCE!” I was pissed. The door was locked and he just let himself in. I went down the managers and bitched and FINALLY got the copy of our lease. I read it and to my understanding they can enter the apartment unannounced at a reasonable time…anywhere from 8:30am – 5:00pm. So I asked Pat if we were renewing the lease and he has yet to answer me. From then on I make sure the chain is also on the door so they can’t come in.

Other than that…everything is same shit different day!!

On an unrelated note…my 22nd birthday is in 8 days…September 20!! My dad and step mom are taking me to the bar the week after due to the fact my dad will be out of town the 20th and the 21st to take is bow hunting course.

Well I think that’s all for now. I will try and get on here as often as I can but I can’t promise anything. I love ya though and don’t think I forgot about ya. PLEASE DON’T REMOVE ME FROM YOUR FAVS!! I’m still here…

Toodles.
♥ Amanda

.The Angel.