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So Gone Over You
YOU
YOU
YOU!!

Well its been a hell of a time over here on my side of the Thru Way!!  Life is getting SO much better.  I think Im almost over Nate, but not fully.  But enough to date again.  I mean Ill love the kid till the end of time, but it seems to do no good to stand there and tell him that I love him till I am blue in the face.  It just doesnt work.  But yeah.  So much drama is going on over here though its not funny.  Well shit is being said all over the place.  I got one person telling me one thing, and another person telling me another….you know what I gotta say now is I DONT CARE ANYMORE!!  “I dont want ya, and I dont need ya!!”  Thats all Ive gotta say to the people that talk there shit!!

Oh, guess who I seen yesterday!!  I saw Alex!!  Omg!!  I liked that kid when I lived in Cdga.  He works at Wal*Mart and he kinda found Leah and I walkin aimlessly around the store.  I was like HEY BABY!!  LoL!!  And he told us that he got out at 7:30 so he wanted us to wait for him.  So we did.  Dude, hes got such a tricked out car its great!!  I got to ride in it!!  But everytime he would talk to me, hed stare at my chest!!  Please!!  But yeah….the ironic thing is though, I handed in an application for Wal*Mart.  The same one he works at….haha!!  Watch me get the job!!  Thatll be just ROCKIN!!! 

Well on a different note, Ive been really happy.  Ive been spending a lot of time with Pete.  I like him so much its not funny.  Well Leah and I went over to his casa on Monday.  We didnt go in cause we had the kids, but he was telling Leah about his brothers wedding and how he thought it would be funny to have a picture taken with him grabbing his brothers ass, and so thats what he did….and when he was explaining it, he grabbed my ass!!  YaY!!!  It was great!!  Then we went over to his casa on Wednesday.  We chilled and started watching 2 Fast 2 Furious, and he held me and he was kissing my check and stuff.  He made me feel so good.  It was so amazing to feel like that again.  Then we left.  Then yesterday we went back over there, and this time it was the most amazing time I have ever had!!  We got there and he was sitting on his computer chair and I rolled him over to me so I could hang on to him.  He kissed his cheek and he kissed mine back.  Then he got up on the bed, behind me, so he was holding me.  .:SMILES:.  I loved it.  Then he was uncomfortable, so he got in the front and I was holding on to him again.  (Mike was there as well, but him and Leah went and had a cigarette so it was just him and I in his room.)  When they left our lips got REALLY close to each other, and he made the move.  HE KISSED ME!!!  I was so frigging happy.  Then he got up and went to the bathroom, and I was sick of sitting up so I layed down on his bed.  He came back and got behind me and held me close and was kissing my face and licking my ear.  Now, that is a no no to do to me!!  .:hint hint:.  Anyways, then he was all grabbin my ass, and I am ticklish ALL over.  I mean ALL over!!  So I was squirming!!  LoL!!  Then we had to leave cause it was 11:45 and I had to go to school today.  We get up and we told Leah and Mike what time it was.  They were talkin about something, who the hell knows what.  But Pete went back into his room and I went back in there and he walked up to me and grabbed me around my waste and pulled me toward him.  I put my head down on his shoulder, he grabbed my chin and told me to look at him and to lift my head, and he kissed me again!!  Then we walked outside and he was drinking this strawberry milk shake, and he kissed me again!!  .:HUGE smiles:.  Then we went back in the house, and now its 11:55 and told Leah and Mike what time it was again, and so Leah told Mike shed talk to him later and we left.  Leah and him are really good friends.  Theyve been friends for 4 years or so.  Anyways, I wanted to give Pete a kiss bye so I told him to walk over to me.  He was like no cause the grass was wet, so I called him a pain in my ass and I walked over to him and we kissed bye, and he was like “Im all ass and dick baby, ass and dick!!”  He is friggin cute!!  Im not sure if him and I arent together, but its look good!!

Well Im gonna go!!  Got really nothing more to say!!  Just that I am so happy that its undescribable!!  PLCG!! 

*~*AMANDA*~*