*sniffle* *cough* *sniffle*

sTaTs:

.::TyMe::.
(7:03pm)

.::rOckin::.
(White cords and CT shirt)

.::grUbbIn::.
(Notta)

.::beAtS::.
(Staind “Fade“)

.::tHInKin ::.
(I wish I could breath out of my nose)

.::sIghtS::.
(Computer screnn)

Evening everyone!! How are we all today?! Sick and a little irritated. Well lets see, I got sick the other night. I went and saw Pete and we were watching “Kill Bill Volume 1“ and he was laying on my chest and he looked up at me and asked if I was alright. I asked why and he said that I wasn‘t breathing right. I said I was fine and he laid back down. After the movie Gordon left and him and I did our thing. He bit me and last time he did I had a huge hicky on the side of my neck, and this time not a mark. Just my neck hurts a little where he bit it. Anyways, after we were done I went in the bathroom and I was burning up. I was extremely hot. My face was beat red and I was shaking like no tomorrow. I went back into his room, sat down on his bed and continued to shake. He was trying to see if I was ok, but I was on the verge of passing out and when he was talking to me all I heard was a bunch of echo’s. I did say that I was extremely hot, and he said that the heat was only on 60 so it shouldn’t be that bad. I had him feel my face and he was like “Baby, you’re burning up. Call Leah and have her come and bring you home.” So I did that, but shaking. I could barely push the buttons. While I was waiting for her, I laid my head in his lap and he stroked my hair. I was on the verge of either falling asleep or passing out, but them I got woken up because Leah was there. I kissed him good night and got in Leah’s car. I wasn’t 2 minutes gone, and I got a text message from him. He told me to let him know how I felt the next day. I said I would, that I loved him, and that I was sorry. I got home, and couldn’t get in so I went to Leah’s. I was somewhat better, but I went to bed with a throbbing headache, and woke up with one and a stuffy nose. Now I have a cough, can’t breath out my nose, can’t taste anything, and have a major headache. I called Pete last night to let him know that I was alright, and we talked for a little and he told me that racing starts today and that he has 4 riders. So his hands are going to be full and I am going to be talking to him a lot less. It’s alright, I have school and there is only a month and some on days until June and then I can be with him all the time because it will be SuMmEr!!

I talked to Nate today. What a mess that turned out to be. We argued about things that he heard. I hate how he does that. He gets mad at me when he hears stuff and wont talk to me because he automatically thinks it’s true. So I said, come to me first and I’ll tell you if I said it or not. Then he left and he told me that we’d talk about it later. I asked when and he said the next time that we catch each other online. *Shakes head* It’s not going to work, so I don’t know why I am all upset. But after he left I cried. WHAT THE HELL!!?? I am happy and in love with Pete…what the hell are all these other feelings?!

Well I am going to go and see if I can get a hold of Leah and go to Wegmans. I have a craving for some whipped cream in a can…LoL!! PLCG!!

-((Amanda))-