Sick…and an update to yesterdays entry…

Hey guys, thanks for all the notes!! I appreciate it so much. He did call last night at 12:45 in the morning. He explained why he didn’t anwser his phone. It was because he was sleeping. He came home from work, took a shower and passed out. So I feel better about that. Plus when he called he only had one drink all day and didn’t do any drugs. He was such a sweet heart to me. I still haven’t told him what scares me. We were talking and he was telling me about Irene and Homer and how they’re dating and he told me that Tricia, Mike’s 18 year old sister, is pregnant. I said something along the lines of I don’t want kids and he’s like “that’s why you found a man that can’t” and we laughed. We had a good conversation last night and I didn’t get defensive with him. When he called and I picked up he was like “did I wake you?” So who knows!! It’s confusing.

It’s going to be a short entry today. I’m pretty sick. I have this wicked cough, runny nose, a fever of 100.5, I’m dizzy, my head feels like it’s going to explode or my head is full of concrete and should be dragging on the floor, and I have double vision. It’s quite remarkable that I can see the computer screen. I hope I get better quick!! When I do I’ll respond to notes that I got. I just have no energy to do so tonight!! With that said…PLCG!!

-Amanda